Comfortably Distressed-x

Remember the days when the past was the present and life was a fast paced blur? When Late nights turned to early mornings in the fast lane with no sign of slowing down. Remember the hookups the hangups the lonely mornings filled with regret and despair. The devastation, the hurt, the Thirst, the hunger, determined to be invincible by avoiding the pain that once hurt the heart so deeply. Remember the suffering remember the rush remember the tears remember the fear…. The fear that lived within every bone of the body… Fear of rejection, fear of being alone, fear of never being good enough. Remember the drink that one sip trickling down the back of your throat ever so smoothly. Remember feeling loose and reckless. Remember the fear being replaced by strength and power…. Remember the fear being replaced with desperation. Desperation, irrational thoughts, rush, naive, hopelessness, desperation…
Never forget